Dream

last night i had a dream...............
a dream quite strange.........
i ws dreaming i already success transfer to Australia stusy and i was in the air-port..........
i still remember i was in the airplane..........
after few hours flied finallly i reach aus........
i asked 1 of my friend time and i call back to my parents..........
quite stange and hav some feeling dont know to say...............
suddenly can dream such things..............
but i really hope what happen in the real just like in the dream..............
pray again..............

besides that....... went to watched a hk movie yesterday.......
now i only know how fail for hk movie........... damn sucks for the movie..........
i regret already after watched it........... but still hav some parts are interesting...........
mayb next time no more hk movie again............
finally still pray hard again..............
namu namu..........

long time dont time to update my blog
dont know what can type for and also lazy to type so
some more happend many things that make me feel down and down......
really dont understand why this world got such stupid PIG
dont let me c u again if not i will kill u by my hand
i wont send u to police but i will kill u by myself!!!!!!!!!!!

what de helll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm not gentle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm not gentle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm not gentle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm not gentle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm not gentle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm not gentle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm not gentle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm not gentle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm not gentle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm not gentle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm not gentle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm tortoise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm tortoise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm tortoise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm tortoise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm tortoise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm tortoise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm tortoise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm tortoise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm tortoise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm tortoise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm tortoise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm tortoise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what de hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dont know why every time i make decision nobody will support me!!!!!!!!!!!!
just only got people always say me do some nonsense things and wrong decisions!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everytime what i wan to do nobody will give support and believe to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what de hellll r those people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now is i wan to do no ur guys!!!!!!!!!!!
then what the hell u wan to ge po le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i tell u bcz i wan let u and try to support me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no just to shoot me and using some very FXXX words to hurt me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what de fXXX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn no syok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
besides that always make wrong decision............
just think for myself and no think for others situation.........
people already tired then i still make some super duper triper wrong and stupid desicions.......
what the such damn stupid and shit person for myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FXXX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn unluck and damn black for the few weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
always know how to give trouble only........
dont know how to give advantages to others.........
therefore the best thing i do is do nothing better then do things..............
that is the best things and advantages to every people who know me..............

since i was been a 21 yrs human being.....
2day i first time go other place by public transport.......
i go mid-valley y ktm!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it also the first time i ride train by my self!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it is unbelievable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it is amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
normally i usual go other place by drive bt myself...........
even i dont know place i will ask people to drive or show road.......
but this method only limited in Penang Island only.........
KL road is totally different from Penang......
so i dont have confidence to drive by myself.........
so i decide go by ktm..........
what de lao..........
every1 said many negatively for ktm.......
in my opinion, i dont think is veryu bad when i go mid-valley.......
but when i back from mid-valley......
it is totallysucks!!!!!!!!!!!! delay, delay and delay again.........
what de hell for the XXX do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
only know eat and fast.........
do nothing good to the public user........
really sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!
except eat, they only know how to be a animal only..............
dont think for others!!!!!!!!!!!
FXXX.........
some more while i in train, i saw a stupid guy was watch comic.....
what de hell he watched comic at that time some more it is no place to others stand........
he still can watch comic and waste many place which can let more people go inside it......
besides that, i make a huge and serious decision to myself today........
a work chance to me whick will reject by my family members......
hope i wont regret it and need to work hard to get more profit........
it is bcz related to my future experience and myself.........
after i heard some explaination from my friend today...........
hope i will not regret to make this huge decision...........

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as i start to learn to take good pic...... 1 of my most satisfy pic that i taken.......... omg......really good for it la................

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concai take pic during raining when dad was drunk with his friends at food stall when i was still working at my hometown...........

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a nice view for sunset in front of my room........ almost can c the whole village at my hometown......

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use diff side to take my village pic after sunset........ help by tripod.........haha.........

what de helll!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn boring at hostel during weekend......

totally diff with last sem...........

dont know what can do..........

some more college also very silent during weekend..........

last sem still got many people but this sem totally diff.......

but there are also have some thinngs same where normal guys will do 1.....haha..........

some more cant understand what to do for the assignment for computing........

the lecturer teach style is sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!

treat us like local student.............. we are diff!!!!!!!!!!

we pay for it and ready move to international............

but the lecturer still treat us as sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

some this sem no calculation can do for me!!!!!!!! damn bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i got business law this sem........ ready to die and memorise hardly..........

2 more weeks got 1 study week can do......... then that time can meet a lot of friends that long time dont c............... hope can meet them very very much especially few person...........

while i study at college cannot take many pic so hav certain cant upload pic nia..........

sad.................

now also unfeeling well........ eriously cough and stomach also got problems........

wjat de hell!!!!!!!!!!! hopecan be heathly as fast as possible then can eat a lot of niccce food again.........haha..........

but this is n easy thing neh............

really hope can be healthy faster!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today kena force go to work...........
so cham............
then go to work then bring along camera go..........
then cincai take few photo that i feel good to it.......
haha...........

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can anyone differentiate which is flower plants and weeds?
if can i give u gift.................

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this pic is the weeds where have flower....
while i remove weeds, i saw quite beautiful then go find some place is suitable to me to shot pic

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before leave then go find weeds to photo shoot..........
finally get few weeds flower are togather then faster go take..........
finally is the result of my shooting............
haha..............
my holiday have over half already........
i really forget i still wean to start my 2nd sem in uni college...........
go penang forgot go eat my favourite indian food............T.T
friends also cannot c many..........
sucks people in the world i havnt c before...........
what the hell they wan to be human being.......
dont know y.............
make me angry only!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what de XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
long time dont speak 'words' they make me really wan to speak!!!!!!!!!!
go penang also happy bcz can mmet od friends........
try to make boom with them and also can c something that unbelievable thing happend in the eyes..........
haha.............
i wan to enjoy the remainder holiday that i hav.........
er.......... really hope can chat with somebody........bcz lo...........
haha..............

sudden..........

just watch a hong kong drama,
get a instruc from it.............
it said if someone cannot responsible to certain mission or burden, better dont try it...........
some more, it also said dont think certain things are always occur beside you forever, ao appreciate it..............
these two sentences make think much.........
first, if really cannot be respond to certain responsibility or burden, better dont try it.........
it can hurt everyone who are part of the respond...........
so am i really cannot or afraid that i can respond to the responsibility.........
i also dont know...........
but the only sure thing that can sure is i will be only 1 for long time......
second, try to appreciate certain is valuable which is beside you, it cant be around u forever.......
1 day it will be gone or loss......
after loss it, people will regret and sad about it...........
so try to aptresure and cherish to certain things that u r really think that is very valuable to u.....
dont miss any chance because it would not come back to find u twice..........
before u be regret in the future, try to do something that can make u satisfy and not regret.....
after this drama, i think a lot...........
some more, it is true in the life.............
chance do not hav 2nd chance,
people cannt respond to the burden will bring along the hurt and unhappy things to everyone is related............
so,
before do certain important and serious decision, try to think these 2 sentences........
it is quite useful to us in the daily life..........
sometimes it maybe a good thinking for us to grow.........

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Help~~~~~

somebody can help me..........
I dont know what to do for my studies.............
some subject is easy.............
but afraid get mistake.............
some subject is hard but different to the lecturer teach in class and the notes...........
really dont know what can do............
tomorow got test again...........
the most easy subject.........
but afraid will happend samll mistake then whole question die............
afraid............
scare..............
help~~~~~
dont know what to study............
looks easy...........
but actua is not easy..........
bcz the lecturer is crazy...........
maybe she will out some siao siao question and make us crazy......
then it may cause our result badly................
that time i will die already..........
some body help me............
the thing lucky.......
can back home already..........
can play ball finally..........
few days no need to worry............
hopely can back early.........
but cannot in the finally..........
feel lonely...........
last night got many pairly......
c feel sadly.........
feel unhappy............
y so lonely..............
somebody help me.............
hope faster to go oversea.......
then can leave place is sadly..........
wan do revision in the finally............

Tell Me WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

This time come to nilai inti really syok.........
syok is here really big and is my dream study place......
eeverytime wan go to class need go far away and rush hour........
so syok~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
even is like that but my course do not have leng lui T.T
many people say have many...........
Ya really got......
But not my course............ T.T
Really ko lian.............
Therefore no mood to study very hard lo........ T.T
even like that i will not give up..........
I will try best to get out from here...........
I WAN GO OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Y i so bad luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tell me why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Somebody can tell me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FINALLY~~~~

At nilai inti almost 1 week already......
Still cant know many friends except few only and most are old friend........
This cause me very boring and sian to stydu here......
But i wont give up anything bcz this course need much money.........
Some more it give more burden to family members especially father and mom.......
Even it is hard to pass, i will still continue and try the best to pass over it.........
This stage just only the start and first step that i need to go oversea........
I'm different today.........
I was change to more matual than last........
I need to suitable myself this new life style at different place........
In the future i maybe will undergo this type of life again.........
I need to continue............
What can do now is work hard to the sudy...........
So i can achieve my goals and let my family proud with me..........
I will not easily to give up anymore.............
Hope all my friends and my family will pray and wish me can be sucuess in the future..........

lol~~~~

finally 21 years old le.......
looks like nothing can do for today only can study and study and play only...........
nothing to do like usual............
no people will remmeber..........
only few.......
normal bcz i will also forgot by everyone.............
since long long time ago..............
nothing to sad and nothing to be happy.............
just like normal.............
important is wan study hard and hard to score higher band in IELTS................
so i can move out to AUS and dont stay at here anymore............
it's hard to live at here even is a not bad country............
but still got a lot of unbalance power to us...............
so better dont stay here for few ten years..................
really hope can go out faster then can forget everything unhappy............
finally....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.........
welcome to adult world............

hai...........

today is mother's day actually is quite happy de........
then here would like to wish all mother HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.,.....
ALL THE SON AND DAUGHTER CAN LISTEN TYO UR MOM LA........
what problems cause me very trouble and unhappy le......
is my study lo.....
until now still dont know where wan to go study.......
wan study what still ahve little confuse a.......
hai........
what can do le......
since i start study the road is very hard to pass.......until now also like that......
tell me why~~~~~.........
what can do.......
alomst wan 21 years old lo......
still like kid.......
dont know what can do and dont know how to make deicision pun.........
what de hell la......
anything wan to do also can be smooth pun..........
some more this week wan test IELTS already lo.......
still play and dont revision.......
really DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SUcks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally finish my foundation program le.........
Then last friday go friend house fo rbbq and gather.............
Happy at that night............
Then dicide back on monday bcz have some works need to do after live at penang for a times.....
Monday.........
VEry very~~~UNLUCKY and sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Suddenly car broken down then i ask people said is my gear box problems......
Lucky is i can stop the car beside the road and can call my friend out ask for help..........
THANKS TO U CLEMENT LONG............
Then my car was take to the workshop at tanjung bunga there and fix at there.....
The mechanic there really really sucks and fSSSS...........
Ireally really angry besides they tipu my money and also they simply fix car only..........
Their workshop is near by the house area so next time dont go there any more.........
Some more they give me the second hand gear box to me and want me first hand price.....
Qhat the sucks and nonmoral people..........
Nevermind they will get the result bcz GOD know it very much..........
HE will give the lesson to them...............
I very lucky bcz can back until kampar then nothing happend.........
I send my car to tapah mechanic there then he will try to fix my car properly..........
After that he found that the car still have many many problems...........
SO no car back luck got friend back from kl then tumpung his car back........
Paisay is almost more 1/2 space of his car is my things.........HAhaha.......
Paisay paisay bcz too much things already..........
My car really is undegoing big operation.........T.T
Then cost many money from father......T.T
Hope can help father work after this so can let him more rest and easier.......
Hope i can go out oversea directly bcz dont wan to worry for the old car already.......T.T

YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally over my most scare paper la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Actually quite ok gua for the paper.........
At least is pass is enough lo...........
No more.............
Tomorow off............. shoick!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Can read whole day economic where is quite common sense.......
Hahaha........ my favourite...........
Hope can score for this paper la.........
Because quite ok for this paper la..........
After this week ican leave!!!!!!!!!!
YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then i wan busy for other college and university lo..........
OMG!!!!!!!!!
Dont know which way and u can go a.........
Help~~~~
Why i must decide it by myself.....
Why college i wan to transfer dont have my choice...........
Y??????????????????
Somebody help me?????????!!!!!!!!

What a unlucky and stress week......

What the shit week la...........
cannot sleep well in night.............
final onlt think wan to sleep..........
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Even back to home also like that..........
Dont know what can do.............
Back to hostel on sunday........
very very~~unlucky and technique error............
Happend accident but lucky is not serious......
Just only bang to the car and nothing serious..........
This is the most lucky thing in the bad and unlucky week la.........
Some more the onswer dont call me liao le............
Lucky..... not need to agrue....... Hahaha...
still got 2 more paper............
Where 2 more paper can cause me very very stress especially tomorow.......
Tomorow is ENGLISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The 1 of the paper can cause me almost fail in the final............
Other 1 is account............
These two paper can let me die............
No choice who call me very stupid and hope no need to take resit again........
Even dont wan to reatke the stubjuct!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wan run froim here!!!!!!!!!!!
This place i wan go out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wan to go out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wan to move!!!!!!!!!!!
This place have many happy things and also have many unhappy things..............
But i wan get out from here fast..............
Here cause me wan to die le..............
Help~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what de shit server at hostel........
acnnot online everytime wan to use it.........
the new officer is sucks la............
lucky last sem and last week already..........
OMG eng i wan to fail la.............
i dont know what can do.........
acc also difficult la............
OMG!!!!!!!!!!1
no money already1!!!!!!!!!!!
1 sem around 4k include hostel fees........
dont know where the money go where.........
wan final la..........
stress.............
pooor........
no money...........
help me~~~~~~~
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tired~~~~~~

y so tire for these few weeks.............
nothing do but very tire all the time..........
cannot sleep well............
body no healthy................
result no good..............
mood no good.........
anything also no gooddd........
what can do become gooooooodddddddddddd..................
OMG~~~~~~~
HELP~~~~~~~~~~~~
DIE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
what can do??????????
help~~~~~