Boring........

Yesterday is Christmas, go out with few friends but also feel very boring....
It is because many things happened where is something that I dont like.......
I would like have a special Christmas but almost every year is like the same.....
So I hopeless to some festivel will happen some suprising things or new but sure want in happy things la......
Last night decide phone to 'her' but better dont.....
If I phone to 'her' maybe be will happen something between me and ' her'.....
So i just send a simple message to 'her' only.......
Some more yesterday suddenly and careless until I hurt myself......
And now very paint and difficult.........
Few days later many ex-classmate will back to their univercity.....
I will feel lonely and boring again........
But lucky is few days later still got some friends will back and can find them to high- tea.......

Hoh my god....

Anybody can help me and teach me where have leng lui.....
Somebody can introduce to me and my friend......
These few days very unlucky because fall in sick already.....
Now very difficult to past the time because unfeeling well and nothing can do when holiday.......
Anyone can tell me what can do to use the time perfectly.....
Someone can teach me how to earn money without working at outside......
There are many problems that need to face.......
Hope all of these problem can be solve.......