Help~~~~~

somebody can help me..........
I dont know what to do for my studies.............
some subject is easy.............
but afraid get mistake.............
some subject is hard but different to the lecturer teach in class and the notes...........
really dont know what can do............
tomorow got test again...........
the most easy subject.........
but afraid will happend samll mistake then whole question die............
afraid............
scare..............
help~~~~~
dont know what to study............
looks easy...........
but actua is not easy..........
bcz the lecturer is crazy...........
maybe she will out some siao siao question and make us crazy......
then it may cause our result badly................
that time i will die already..........
some body help me............
the thing lucky.......
can back home already..........
can play ball finally..........
few days no need to worry............
hopely can back early.........
but cannot in the finally..........
feel lonely...........
last night got many pairly......
c feel sadly.........
feel unhappy............
y so lonely..............
somebody help me.............
hope faster to go oversea.......
then can leave place is sadly..........
wan do revision in the finally............

Tell Me WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

This time come to nilai inti really syok.........
syok is here really big and is my dream study place......
eeverytime wan go to class need go far away and rush hour........
so syok~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
even is like that but my course do not have leng lui T.T
many people say have many...........
Ya really got......
But not my course............ T.T
Really ko lian.............
Therefore no mood to study very hard lo........ T.T
even like that i will not give up..........
I will try best to get out from here...........
I WAN GO OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Y i so bad luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tell me why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Somebody can tell me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!